Saturday, December 27, 2014

plunge

I had seen the bog there before
On walks with the dog it was the one place I could justify breaking stride
But the funny thing is it was nothing remarkable
Just loose bits of grime and shrub poking through muck
Yearning for a cleansing bath in another part of the world

One day upon passing the bog, I felt an overwhelming desire
to dig deeper
I wanted to know what lay beneath the bog
and stop judging it for the lifeless decay that gasped in its clutches

I tied the dog to a nearby branch, whispering false words of comfort
Stripping my shirt, trousers and long-johns, I stood stark naked
Atop that golden autumn field
With feet together, acting as if form mattered, I plunged myself
down into the bog

Tearing through the muck that coated my very blood with thick clots
As if moving through a vat of untested putty
My broad strokes and full extension took me down to the depths
Where sunlight and the living had never ventured

But despite my struggles and doubts, I finally let go
The murky molasses massaging deep tissue inside of my being
I inhaled so deeply and opened my eyes 
Just to witness a being who set it all free

A smooth, yet sudden spine jutted out from her torso
An elite breed of teal doused her scales with brilliance
Her eyes housed nothing but unbridled knowledge
And compassion streamed from the curves of her gils

I reached my hand toward this unblinking goddess
A vessel of perfection in the darkest of places
And though naked, I felt it all shed
The weight of my person shucked from within

Sudden peace burrowed its way to my core
The essence of life distilled in my chest
Though I saw a glimmer of light stream from the heavens
I knew that my soul found itself here

Wednesday, December 17, 2014

Inflatable

And there he wrestled with the wind. 

A lowely saint. 
A forgotten soldier. 
An owner of hearts. 

I'll wither with you in your  eternal struggle. We all stand for something, right?

So I'll sway in the breeze beside you there. On display to prompt the neighbor's jeering. 

Your eyes so lifeless, your glow long faded. Moisture clinging to worn-out trunks. 

The people they come. The people they go. Fabricating importance out of empty pockets. 

But you, you'll remain. Unchanging in stature. A rare glint of hope in an unknowing forest. 



Wednesday, December 3, 2014

lay me down

woebegone heart how you sprinkle sweet misgivings 
on the sugar plum droplets of despair 
Breathe a sigh of life unblemished
quench my thirst with one fleeting sip
As I traverse the web of lovers past
to a vestigial joy across all plains
the past wraps us all in sheets abandoned
but love doesn't lay with itself for long