i cannot believe
how much i feel your absence
to awaken to a bed with ample real estate
means so much less than your warmth
the floors and the seats in this house
spots once occupied by us
drain the strength from my chest
they yearn for touch like me
blankets clumped about
turn to me as if asking where
their daily-perching bird has flown
i'm not sure how to tell them
who thought mornings without you
could ever be this dull
if this is a morning without you
i don't want morning at all